you cant fix whats shatterd...but u can replace it with something better
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MatureComplete Thu, Jul 28, 202234m
Atsuhsi has been struggling with bad thoughts witch lead to selfharm its gotten so bad at this point Atsushi is planning his death date will the others Save him in time or will he commit s------ before dazai can?
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