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Bitter & Sweet

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abuse addiction awareness bxb depression ed genz growth gxb gxg lgbt mentalhealth mentalhealthawareness personalgrowth romance sliceoflife smoking teendrama teenfiction teenproblems teenromance youngadult

We all want to be seen.
  Do we not?

In a small town like Mary's Pond, there is only the people that contain the unknown mystery's
                                                                  - that is their lives.

  The world is ever so cruel to the younger ones around us.     They are on the verge of collapsing,    
                              while all they have ever been told is:
   The ones who try hard enough and play their parts, will reach their destination.-

          "Which sounds deep as shit, but really they just say that to get us to study hard and make some 'big numbers' in a damn office... or a grocery store, fuck if I know..."

This story is about Eleanor Sawyer and her friends,  
 about how each and every one of them has their own bagage.    How they deal with it... or not deal with it.

   The grown ups refuse to understand that times have    
    changed, people change, the world has changed.
             They refuse to hear their children's cries. It would always be "when I was young"-    It is not about them anymore, they haven't lived in this time, this generation.
       This they will not understand.

My targeted audience are teens/young adults who either struggle with.. (here it comes):
- de realization 
- eating disorders 
- depression 
- anxiety 
- non - exception of sexuality 

- and the fun things that come along for some lucky bastards, where all you do is 'get fucked' with some friends and have fun together.

This book isn't all emotionality, it is also about friends who come together at the worst moments of their lives, and try filling their hearts again with joy. 

And the mysterious, new class clown...

TW: this book contains strong language and sexual content!All Rights Reserved

abuse addiction awareness bxb depression ed genz growth gxb gxg lgbt mentalhealth mentalhealthawareness personalgrowth romance sliceoflife smoking teendrama teenfiction teenproblems teenromance youngadult

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Altered by LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

Mine by KatNim

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Keep An Open Mind {Lynn Gunn} by Run-Dont-Walk

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Static by hattielynn

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