ᴅᴇꜱᴘᴀɪʀ (ᴇʀᴇɴ ᴊᴀᴇɢᴇʀ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ)
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Ongoing, First published Jul 23, 2022
Mature
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/dɪˈspɛː/
noun
the complete loss or absence of hope.
"a voice full of self-hatred and despair"

!READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED 16+!

!!TW; Alcohol use/abuse, Drug use/abuse, Mental Health Issues, Self Harm, Mental/Physical Abuse, Adult Themes, SA, Su!c!dal thoughts/tendencies, Smut


Eren Jaeger x Fem!Reader
College AU
Lovers to Ex to Lovers
Slow burn
Jean Kirschtein x Fem!Reader
All Rights Reserved
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☆ telephones : e.jaeger ﹆🐋⨯

15 parts Ongoing Mature

﹙⭔．🫧 "its funny that we've both fucked so many people, ⟆ ( 〃yet we still havent ran into each other." ．) ★☆﹔ "maybe thats a good thing."﹆ ◃．a story in which y/n, well known for her one night stands around the campus- is given a number from her best friend, sasha. y/n never has had great romantic relationships, but will the unknown owner of this phone number be any different? ! warning ! i DO NOT own any characters ( besides y/n's personality ) in this story WHATSOEVER. all characters belong to 'Hajime Isayama' from 'Attack on Titan' -sexual/strong language -mature themes -lowercase intended -drug/alcohol use started : 1-19-22 ended : rankings #33 jaeger 3-15-22 #3 eren - 2-23-23 #2 erenxreader - 3-23-22 #1 erenfanfic - 5-15-22 #1 yeager - 6-27-22 #1 sasha 12-18-22

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