My childhood Idol is now my partner in Life

Sarah Paulson is your childhood Idol, you've met her once when you're 12 years old, when she's not yet very famous.At that time you always look up to her.But you moved to another country to continue HighSchool.so you've kinda forget about her.
In Highschool, you found yourself close to your Teachers, female friends not much in men. You don't even have any boyfriend. Unlike your classmate, idolizing BTS, you found your self admiring Woman actresses.
You're very religious person,so all of your life was about "men is to woman and woman is to men".Not until your best friend Saint shown you a Film called "Carol" Cate Blanchett,Rooney Mara and you're in shocked when you saw Sarah Paulson in it. That's when you understand that you're the kind of person that enjoys the company of another woman rather than man. It all become clear to you.
High School is finished. You and Saint are now entering the College Life!. both of you are planning to continue College in Los Angeles for better University. One day when you're in a Business Class flight going to LA. You're not going to believe who's sitting in front of you...

(There's so many actress are here..)