Love hurts |R.L|

"Aislin, I love you"

"And I love you Rem," I cry "but I can't keep picking myself up only to have you screw me over again! Emerson and Luke are the ones who stick around to pick up the pieces every single time...maybe we just worked better as friends okay?"

"Don't say that" Remington mutters, cupping my face with his forehead pressed against mine now. "You know we've always been more than that."

"It doesn't matter!" I shove him away "I can't do it anymore Remington...I'm staying with Luke and the boys until I find an apartment, don't call me and for everyone's sake, please don't start any fights."

As much as people describe love to be the best feeling they've ever felt or one of the best things that could ever happen to you, it's all bullshit. Love hurts. It kills you inside. Especially when you love somebody more than anything or anyone else in the entire world. It's hurts even more when that person is the sole reason you look forward to waking up everyday and you know you'll never love anyone else as much as you do them because you know that if they leave, it'll break you beyond repair. But most of all, it kills you when you love two people at the same time and your heart wants the person who broke you and continued to keep breaking you until in the end you're so hurt that you longer trust your heart.

After my dad was arrested, I thought it could only get better from here. I guess I was wrong.