Stay or Go

My heart raising
My mind spinning
I am losed and confused
I don't know what to do
There is no kne left that I love
So why am I still thinking about this
Should I let go
What would my future be like
Would i have one if I stayed or would my life go south
If I stay would I take someone else's do I won't to be that selfish
To take a life so that I could have mine
If I go i would see my family again hope fully
Do I won't to take that risk
I wish I had something left to fight for
everything I know and love is gone
What am I suppose to do STAY OR GO?