My suicide story {Prt.1}

I cry myself to sleep at nights, nobody cares.. I know. I lost two of my buds, Aidan & Trisha. They act like they don't know me, they don't bother talking to me, they don't even care, they don't even wanna say a word to me, I just want it the way it wants to be, they've changed, I'm upset about it, 1 week & 4 days they haven't talked to me, I tried being a happy person to them, they won't able to speak a word again