Hi. I'm Cameron "Cammie" Rose. I'm seventeen years old. Homeschooled. Have parents that don't care. Etc. Etc. People think they know me. But they don't. They say I'm a geek because I ace all of my online classes. They say I'm a loser because I spend all of my time completely alone, as if hidden from the rest of the world. They say I'm ugly because I don't wear a pound of makeup like they do. They say I'm fat because I eat during normal meal times. That last part is partly true. I DO eat at meals. But just so no one with get suspicious. Afterwards, I do everything in my power to get rid of all the calories I just took in. Yes, I'm bulimic. I also work out, maybe a little more than I should. I only do it so that people will like me more. So that I'll fit in. No one wants to be made fun of and be called names. After five years of the constant bullying and namecalling, I finally accept it all as truth. I am a geek. I am a loser. I am fat. I am ugly. I'm pathetic and pointless and useless and annoying. Why do I even exist? They say that everyone is created for a purpose. What is my purpose? To be a target for bullies? To be the one people look at as a fresh punching bag? I'm broken. I'm bulimic/anorexic. I cut. And to make it worse, Rose isn't even my last name. But no one knows that. Only me and my family. No friends know. I don't have friends. No one cares enough to be my friend. My name is Cameron. Cameron Rose. Cameron "Cammie" Rose Payne. Cover by @MehrHoran1D ***JUST SO YOU KNOW, THIS IS COPYWRITED! I WROTE THIS, AND IT IS ILLEGAL IF YOU COPY IT! I WILL REPORT YOUR STORY IF I SEE ANYTHING STOLEN FROM MY STORY OR IF SOMEONE ELSE SEES IT AND TELLS ME. I WORK REALLY HARD ON THIS STORY, SO PLEASE DON'T COPY IT***©