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Disingenuous

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Parts 31
Time 10h 33m

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Jackson has spent the last 16 years running away. He's picked up some extra trauma and a drinking problem along the way. He's built himself a seven foot concrete closet, he's become a world famous rock star, and he's avoided every person he's ever called family. Until his daughter shows up. 

He's not avoiding her. 

This story explores sexuality, abuse, religious trauma and more. Told from two timelines, Jackson reflects on how he got where he is, and how desperately he wants to control where he goes next. 

"Jackson was famous. If nothing else about him was particularly important, he still had that. He told himself that a lot when things were feeling especially difficult. He was famous, and that made him matter."All Rights Reserved

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Victim by arturiaroman

Jackson has been an addict for the past four years. When his boyfriend can no longer deal with his addiction, Jackson has no choice but to go to rehab. What he learns there changes his life, and he hopes that he can repair his relationship. But can you fix something that's been broken beyond repair?

The Girl Who Was Supposed to Die (GirlXGirl) by Queen_kong132

--- In the dead of night, Dylan stands on the edge of a bridge, her mind heavy with the pain she's carried for years. The world around her feels as distant and cold as the dark waters below-a mirror to the weight of her broken family and lingering sadness. In that moment, she makes a decision: to step away from it all and find silence in the depths. As she falls, what she expects to be the end takes a surprising turn. Instead of the finality she anticipated, she's pulled into an unexpected chance-a chance to keep going. Her survival, though unplanned, forces her to confront the life she thought she was ready to leave behind. Waking on the riverbank, drenched and aching, Dylan faces a reality that refuses to let her go. The house she returns to feels just as empty, and her father barely notices her presence. Yet, something shifts inside her. As the sun rises, she realizes that while her world remains harsh, there's something more out there, waiting. What comes next isn't an easy path. Dylan's journey forward challenges her, pulling her into new connections and experiences that chip away at the armor she built around herself. Slowly, with each step, she begins to understand what it means to truly live-not just to survive. Dylan's story is not about giving in but about figuring out who she is when everything else falls apart. Through unexpected friendships and moments of clarity, she learns that while the past still lingers, there is more to discover, more to feel, and maybe even more to hope for. ---

Alter-native by SupIAmMark

Everybody has secrets; me, you, them? everyone has their deepest secrets. Some of the doesn't even consider it as secrets, it is as clear as what you see but nobody cares until everyone really does care. But... why do they care? why do you all sudden care? Are you too curious about somebody's secret life because you yourself also has something to hide? Like what? Obsession? Addiction? Guilty Pleasure? Everything is getting judged and by that everything comes out eventually so why be curious about somebody else's? People in the world struggles a lot for what they want, what they like and what they need and that is how their life is, nobody can be blamed if there are people against but why would we spend time knowing more about what you already know? Is it more than judgement? Is it something more than curious or it is really because you are interested? Its either those 3, maybe those are the stages and you are slowly turning obsessed. Mind you, everything you see in school are the faces you see only in school. Everything! But there is more that lies behind the mask and if you want to know too much, its maybe cause you care even if you deny it or not. You are not widely awake in the reality unlike everybody and the world is too fake to fake yourself as the realest and the cleanest. The whole class struggles and makes it in school by having a backup or alternative plan to survive and some of them has the saddest and the riskiest ones so what do you know? what do you want to know? why would you want to know? He is pretty obvious that he is not okay but that is his life but how about you? Are you real or you have an alternate side of you that does things that you do not do in the outside? Nobody has a one side of them, everybody has their other side for their own sake so never come clean, you are already covered in mud ready to jump in. So, would you jump in to Sam, Jameson? Do you wanna know if life? Ready to accept his alternative life? Welcome to Alter-native!

Rise and Fall by ashhhmareee

Life has reinvented the definition of rock bottom so many times for twenty-six-year-old Sadie Blake. When her parents divorced she received a new stepfather, countless bruises and a major aversion to alcohol. With her stepfather she inherited a depressed mother, new siblings and a reckless stepsister. With her stepsister, an abandoned baby nephew and a lifetime of responsibility... Responsibility has never frightened Sadie. For so long it's been all she's known, thrown into situations outside her control and forced to just find a way to make it work. But the kind of responsibility and obligation Sadie has had to endure in her young life isn't sustainable for anyone, let alone a vulnerable teenage girl just trying to keep her family safe; and the repressed memories and overwhelming darkness lingering always in the back of her mind grow more menacing by the day, begging to be seen and felt, and threatening to consume her altogether. Through enlisting the help of a therapist, Sadie realises her list of regrets is a lot more comprehensive than she first thought, and topping that list are two very different but equally important people - Ruben Foster and Camden Jones - neither of which she has seen in over a decade, but who she comes to learn will be key to her positively moving forward in life with her eleven-year-old nephew. But the process of trudging through their respective shared pasts is proving a lot more challenging than she anticipated...

Could it be love! by Ali-Panda

An ambitious Lawyer who raises his two brothers is going stir crazy. His brothers do not listen, they fight with each other, and the household feels like hate. He tries to spend time with them, but he does not have that nurture capability. He has a dry personality. Every time he tries to do something nice one of them takes it as a hostile move. He can never please one brother without pissing the other one off! Then you have the nerdy teacher that streams games and is trying to find his place in this new town. He is shy, caring, and missing his family. Coming out to his family was different than what he thought it would be. He moved away and tried to start over. Could he get the chance here he never got at home. He is alone and he is afraid. Both men have been going to the same coffee shop for weeks. They both recognize each other from Tinder. Will one of them make the first step? Is a relationship what they want or just some friends with benefits. NOTE: This story will contain, Manxman, punishments, abusive language, some hatred, spankings, and resentfulness. Read at you own risks. This will eventually contain spicy scenes which I will indicate before and after. You can always skip these scenes and continue on with the story! In the end though you may be surprised the outcome of the situation.

EXPECTATIONS by billieachess

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Dr.Indecisive (Ft.YUNGBLUD) by Slxt4_yb

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Eli Borrelli by Ahoefromthewoods

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Who Says You Can't Go Home (Steddie) by HateMeDestroyMe

"I spent twenty years trying to get out of this place ... I hijacked a rainbow and crashed into a pot of gold..." December 1999 Eddie Munson has spent the last 13 years being a rock star. He's toured the world with some of the biggest bands of the time. He's been married, had a kid. And he's picked up some bad habits and addictions along the way. When he's blown one too many shows, when he's fucked up one too many things, his record company issues an ultimatum. Clean it up or lose it all. So, Eddie goes home to Hawkins, away from the glamorous Hollywood lifestyle he's used to, away from the temptations and the bad influences. He runs into old friends and rekindles old friendships, and he remembers the love he felt for that one special person, the one who still loves him. Title and quote from Who Says You Can't Go Home by Bon Jovi. Cover art is not my art and I have no claim to it. All credit to the artist.

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Victim

Jackson has been an addict for the past four years. When his boyfriend can no longer deal with his addiction, Jackson has no choice but to go to rehab. What he learns there changes his life, and he hopes that he can repair his relationship. But can you fix something that's been broken beyond repair?