What you think of me
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MatureOngoing26m
Last published Mon, Jul 25, 2022
My emotions took over me, I no longer remember reality. What I know and only remember from my previous life is you. I think I am going to go now. I am sorry for everything. Maybe I cannot change. I am scared of getting out of my comfort zone and that is the reason I cannot escape my past.
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