Chain of thoughts

"Stop don't listen to it I have to get rid of this!" There I was once again listening to every little thought that went through every little persons brain. When I was just seven years old, which by the way I'm 17 now, Mysteriously I could read every person that I came in contact with thoughts and I couldn't and still can't control it! I still remember that day, actually it was the day my mom died! Everything seemed to change even the way I thought! In the past I've never really gotten close to my friends because I knew everything they were thinking, including stuff that could end a friendship. I know everybody sometimes thinks something rude about someone else, but it's hard to trust them as your friend! There is one person out of the whole entire world at least that I know of who's thoughts I CANT read.