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All About Me (Love & Hate Series Book 2)

JoannaMazurkiewicz

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Parts 10
Time 1h 58m

JoannaMazurkiewicz

I'm the monster, a bloody human incapable of emotion

I soon realise that my revenge didn't make me feel any fucking better about myself, instead it pissed me off to realise that I'm in love with her.

Two days later the letter addressed to me arrives in the post and the ground moves beneath my feet, because the whole truth about India is out in the open and the pain punches me so hard that I can't breathe, darkness crawls through me, sparking all the insecurities and fears about my dead brother back to ugly reality.

Then off I go with my apology, trying to fix this fucked up situation but she doesn't want to listen. Every time I do something the guilt is burning my gut, pushing her further and further away from me. 

She even goes an extra mile making me feel like a prick and she gets involved with someone else just to get back at me. She pretends that the event in the restaurant didn't mean anything to her, like she is immune to my actions. 

India's pain is raw, deep and whenever I lay my eyes on her I remember the cruel things I've done.

The next couple of months I focus on getting her back. This is the only thing that matters to me now. I must redeem myself; forget about anger, other birds and parties. 

India is the only person that I want, I love her and only her but the problem is that she hates my guts, so I'm the last person that she wants.

I must prove to India that I'm worthy of her love.All Rights Reserved

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His Only Peace Of Mind by Jessasthetic

Why..why are you doing this ? You can't leave me alone like this . How can you do this to me ? You ..you don't love me now after all that was all that a lie .she said crying and sobbing hitting her hands on his chest . He held her hand away from him ..yes you are right it was all a lie . Can't you fucking see Ayushi I used you ,I fucking used you and I did told you to not fall for me but it was you who couldn't control yourself and you blame me now he said in a loud voice making her flinch and moving back . I...I don.... don't believe you .she said in a wishper.you are lying vihaan . Did he really hurt her ? Doesn't he love her when he can even burn the world for her peace and safety who killed a man just because he was touching her in the wrong way . Was that all a lie ? Secrets will unfold,,past will be ignited when she will found about her family . Stat tuned for this unfolding event Will love win defeating hatred?, When I first saw you I knew I needed you . I need you in my life but when I found who you are i forgot that I loved you once and started hurting you even though it was hurting me more to hurt you . Slow chuckle i must be a monster to ruin your life but I am happy it was me who found you if anyone else in the underworld would have found you they wouldn't have gone easy on you . You should thank me , sweetheart. She used to think she can give up her life for him only for him to scar a bullet hole in her heart which will never fall in love again .

SOME LITTLE THINGS CALLED LOVE... 🥰 by AnanyaVaishy6

"WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME??". He shouted on the top of his lungs whereas I was just numb to process anything that was coming out of his mouth. As the only thing that I could think of was that I must explain to him as soon as I can otherwise it will affect both of us in the worst ways I can ever imagine.. I took deep breath and was about to say something or explain myself but he cut me off saying-" WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU DOING HERE???" "I-i came her-"he cut me off again by telling me, no no, Yelling at me "WHY???? JUST WHY????". He was getting angrier and I knew it was not gonna end good anymore.. I was thinking of how to explain him that why I was here and that's when I felt my heart broken into a million pieces after hearing his next words -" I KNEW IT... I FUCKING KNEW IT THAT YOU ARE A SLUT.. A BLOODY WHORE.... WHO CAN NEVER BE SATISFIED WITH ONLY ONE MAN....AND WHO AM I EVEN KIDDING?? AS IF WHAT WAS I EVEN EXPECTING FROM AN ORPHAN WHO NEVER KNEW HOW IT IS TO LOVE OR BE LOVED BY SOMEONE!!!" And that's all it took for me to accept my fate that it is never gonna change. Never Ever. Even if I beg and plead from God. Nothing changes. I am still that girl who was first left by her own parents and was clueless where to go and who to find for help.. So guyss, this is my first ever book so there are gonna be mistakes. Plzz don't criticize me for how I write things. Coz that's my pov and my story. JOIN ME FOR THIS JOURNEY BUDDIES AND LET'S SEE HOW IT TURNS OUT🤭

𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭| 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 |𝟏𝟖+ by Psycho_xbabyx

**𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐳** Panic surges through me, and before I know it, I'm turning on my heel, trying to run, to escape the impending punishment. I barely make it a few steps before I feel his hand clamp down on my hair, yanking me back with terrifying force. "Going somewhere, little girl?" "P-please let g- ahh! Please! H-Hurts me!" "Afraid, are we now, baby?" His voice is a snarl now, filled with fury. "L-leave m-me," tears sting my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall. I'm scared of him, scared of what he'll do to my friend, scared of what he'll do to me. His grip on my hair tightens and I wince, choking back a sob. "Oh, why? Don't you like my hands on you, baby?" He mocks hurt that instantly turns back into anger. "But you were fine when that fucker touched you, ain't that right?" Then he pulls a silver knife out of his suit, twirling it lazily between his ink-covered knuckles and my blood freezes at the sight of that psychotic grin. ***** People quaked with fear at the sound of his name and me along with them. He was Demetrios 'the God' Nikolayev and he was first in command of Russian mafia. He was a true psychopath who enjoyed hurting people, and I hated him for that. The worst thing - he owned me. "Try to accept the darkness, because from now on, it will be your only light." I tried so hard, but I couldn't understand it back then. How possibly can darkness be light? ***** This is not a vanilla romance but a dark, toxic, perverted, obsessive story. The book contains mature themes such as foul language, bdsm, sexual and abusive content, kinks, blood, manipulation, etc. Please keep that in mind.

Affection under Devotion by Jamiesbloom

My soul is screaming, each second mocking my whole existence. I should have just died. I am the reason of this affliction. How can I do such a despicable act? How can I be so shameless? How can I do this to the one who protected me like a brother, provided me a family after everyone left me? How can I crush his gratifying golden family? He died because of me. Maya is completely of me. I have shattered the most two beautiful people of my life. One is not there with me while the other will despise me till her last breathe. Everyone hates me now. How will I face Zayan? Will he ever forgive me? Never, he has taken the oath to tear me down till death rattles me. Today was his marriage but his fiance has vanished in the air and I have signed on the death papers as his wife. I know very well he would have never married me, well how can anyone marry the one who is the reason of his brother's death, the reason of his beautiful family shattered into pieces. I am just a witch for the Khan family, who destroy the place, the peoples, the surrounding with her evil eye. I am tired now, I can't take the loathe anymore, I will be more alive if the earth opens up and engulf my pathetic existence like I never existed. I destroyed the lovers, the loved ones and every single flower around me. I am exhausted but I can't share with anyone because no one is there for me. I am very well aware the hell has opened its gate for me from the time Zayan Khan became my husband. He will break me till I am broken completely, but who will tell him that I have already become what he wanted to make me. The last three months, the worst months of my life. I know it very well the day he will find her the first thing he gonna do is kick me out of his life like a unwanted trash and I will not have any option rather than begging on the road. But am I really at fault or am I a prey???

𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 | 18+ by A_solitude_girl12

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Her Capture,His Desire by alluringdiva

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