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Matilda

harrys_dreamland

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Parts 15
Time 2h 39m

Reads 3,970
Votes 72
Parts 15
Time 2h 39m

harrys_dreamland

Mature

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Millie buried her horrific and traumatic past deep inside her. But in order to do that, she had to sacrifice the most important thing, her feelings. 
How does she deal with Harry coming into her life, who turns everything upside down and makes her question everything she worked so hard for? Because suddenly she simply starts to feel again.


tw/ sexual content, violent content, suicideAll Rights Reserved

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Moments [H. Styles] by duranged

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My Beautiful Secret (One Direction Story) by m1804_

You might be wondering who I am and how I'm related to the band but that isn't as important as it sounds at the moment. Right now I need to make sure my secret is being kept so my brother and the world don't find out who my boyfriend is. Especially DON'T tell the world about the secret baby. ⚠️Warning⚠️ -Smut -Swearing -Miscarriage -Self harm -depression Mention of rape

Living to Loving by Geekgirl531

She has PTSD. He has epilepsy. He's on the football team and she's in choir. She's introverted and shy. He's extroverted and popular. He's determined to keep his secret, while she's been stuck in survival mode since her sister died. They're opposites. But sometimes opposites attract, right? When they meet at a support group, he's terrified she will unleash his epileptic secret to the world, but they're destined to be something else. Soon they're hopelessly in love. Real love. But when disaster strikes, can they keep this love together, or will it tear them apart? Read to find out and don't forget to vote and follow! (All criticism welcome) (#2 in Unlikelylove) (#1 in epilepsyawareness) (#1 in socialoutcast) (#1 in servicedog) (#2 in schooldance) (#2 in dedicated) (#1 in epilepsy) (#4 in paraplegic) (#4 in musiclover)

It Just Kind Of Happened by heylarrystylinson

TRIGGER WARNING: DEPRESSION/ANXIETY Louis wasn't looking for love but he's fed up with Eleanor's games and when something drastic happens with the conserved, mystery boy, Harry Styles, what's to happen? Will they fall in love? Will they seek sanity in each other? Or will they completely fall apart and be force to move on?

Suicidal Chemistry by SullenLarry

As long as he can remember, Harry has always been sure of one thing: he's in love with his oblivious best-friend, Louis. There's just one minor problem....Louis has depression to the point it disables him. Harry works at a bakery, but he's really made a full time job out of trying to save Louis from himself. What happens when a quack named Dr. Horan tells him to take Louis on a vacation? Individual feelings will be explored...but can Louis love him back or is the hopelessness too strong?

Burning Desires by XODanger

They were both so determined to have me. So relentless in their chase. I tried to tell the both of them I couldn't do it. I didn't date. I didn't have sex. I didn't do anything other than what was expected of me. But neither would listen and It was impossible to choose. Both were so completely different. Bleu was calamity. He was whom I craved when I needed quiet and serenity; when I needed to laugh and smile and let go of stress. Bleu was a warm sunset on the horizon of calm waters. An artist whom sought a muse. A free spirit who didn't realize his own potential to make the world a better place. Bleu gave me something I'd never known before. He gave me peace. He gave me a purity. Lucien was the complete opposite; he was tortured and traumatized and so familiar to me. When I needed the voices and the anxieties to disappear, when I needed to feel absolutely nothing but ecstasy, I knew I needed Lucien. He fed a part of me that had been awakened years ago. He fed my anger, my rage, and my fear until I had none left. He also needed someone who understood all that he was, and all that he needed. I had little knowledge of the dating world but they knew that already, and it didn't matter to them. So, I had to do what I had to do in order to protect myself; to keep myself in check and not let my emotions and feelings get too involved. I was only so strong and when two incredible, irresistible, successful men popped up and teased me, taunted me, and begged for me, what the hell was I to do but experience them both... have them both? To have them both and live the lie. Keeping my friends and family whom I'd once shared everything with- on the outside of my personal life. Two chance meetings. One massive lie. And two irresistible men. This would be the biggest challenge Elysia Lockwood had ever faced before.

Broken Angel by SecretStudentdeR

Harry knew he was a bad sub, because his dom had to punish him all of the time. When they were together, Harry was always being too loud, too clumsy, too needy, and too annoying. Harry was constantly being punished for failing over and over again as a sub ... Louis tried to not let his thoughts go back to Harry. Anytime he thought about his lack of a sub, for some reason, the curly haired teen came to mind. Louis knew he wasn't a sub, but there was something about him that made Louis feel warm inside. Of course the boy was attractive, but still a dom shouldn't feel this way about a switch. And Harry had a boyfriend who he was perfectly happy with. Well, he hadn't seemed super happy to see him, but maybe they had had a row. ... Or the one where Harry is a sub, and is in a very abusive relationship, but thinks he deserves it. No one knows that he's a sub. Louis is a dom and starts to suspect something is wrong. Can he rescue Harry and help him to see how wonderful he is? Or is Harry broken beyond repair?

Calm after the Storm by Darling28__

Louis and Harry have been best friends since childhood and lovers since they were 15. They can't imagine their lives without each other and yet that's exactly what they both have to cope with when Harry is allowed to do a year's internship abroad. Both initially believe they can manage it but everything suddenly crumbles and neither of them knows how to hold on to the other. While Harry suddenly has a rising career ahead of him, Louis slips into an abusive relationship after their break up without realising it. But what happens when Harry comes back and stands in front of Louis again after years of separation? And how do you deal with it when you still love the other person as much as you did from the beginning?

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Living with the Harvey Boy's by Mooonkey123

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Moments [H. Styles] cover

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Living to Loving cover

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Moments [H. Styles]

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