I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing but I'm totally winging it.
(note: after writing the intro I've decided to make this story Inspired by a Dodie Clark song called she. I highly recommend listening to it as it will be the main theme of the story!!
also it's a beautiful song with an amazing story!!)
I've hardly seen any Chrissy x readers and it makes me sad as Chrissy is my favorite character! I simp for sure lol, anyways this is a femreader just a heads up!
(TW: possible internalized homophobia, traumatic events, mention of eating disorders, homophobia, mentions of sex and sexualization (possible nsfw), mentions of religious trauma, depression (low self esteem), anxiety, swearing, homophobic slurs, mentions of suicide, mentions of murder, mentions of death)
Intro:
Chrissy Cunningham, the queen of Hawkins High, and cheerleader. We use to be friends in middle school, when my mom forced me to do cheer. She made me feel less weird, not like it matters, being a girl who likes girls makes me the schools, uh, scratch that, the TOWNS, outcast. Girls don't wanna be around me and guys try to "be the guy who fixes" me, if they don't sexualize the fact that I am gay. I love Chrissy, but she's the queen, and I'm just Y/N, the antichrist, the abomination, the outcast. Shes also straight and dating Jason, who she's too good for! she's sweet, and kind, and cares about those around her, while Jason is an asshole who bullies absolutely everyone who is different from the social norms.
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she tastes like birthday cake, storytime, and fall........
but to her
I taste of nothing at all....
-Dodie Clark
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⚠️PLEASE READ⚠️
PSA: I was in 8th grade when I wrote this and I believe it is very poorly done. Go ahead and read. I don't have the patience to rewrite. I have heard from several comments that it is funny so that is something to look forward to.
MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS: I know there are several mentions etc of self harm. I believe there is also mention of sexual assault and the R word. There may also be mentions of EDs but I don't recall as I haven't read this story in years. I'm sorry, I fr don't know why I wrote such wild triggering stuff then let a bunch of other people read it.
Also, the way I write the characters in this is pretty unrealistic. I just didn't understand the depth of people in 8th grade and I def didn't know how to write it.
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Emily realizes she has feelings for JJ, but does JJ Love her back? Prentiss is surrounded by profilers, who's going to figure out her secret? What happens during the journey of love? Will there even be love? Why does this sound like a description for an episode story from the app Episode?
*MATURE AUDIENCE PLEASE*
*GRAPHIC*
*SEXUAL AKA SEX*
*SELF HARM SO BE MATURE PLEASE*