Serenity Mclain I used to think that hurting oneself was done physically, but never emotionally. I did. For a long time, without even knowing. I think that was the saddest part of all. The absence of knowing. The gut feeling stung my body. Ignoring it because of a smile that pierced through my soul. Who knew that behind a smile lied something so dark, so evil? I didn't. But then again...that's what memory loss does to a person. It makes them forget.