"An endless spiral of depression, that's what my life has been reduced to. I'm weak, I already know that by the amount of times it has been said to me. I just never thought a day would come when I actually believed it. Sometimes I wonder if he even thought about how much his words hurt me, probably not. They never do, they don't care about the lives they ruin with what they call a little fun. Maybe I'm being dramatic or not , either way no one has a right to judge me for hating him. None of this is fair I'm learning." This is my first book, pleaseeee tell me about typos. I'm using my phone to write this. Enjoy I guess. T/W- abuse, depression, sucidal thoughts, body issues, anxiety