Hopeless Situation

This is a poem about... well... two things actually...
First of all, an imagined scenario (which isn't too far away) of my life going nowhere.
Secondly, It's sortof about my girlfriend and how much she means to me (cheesy I know, but still an incredibly relevant and emotional subject in today's society) and how I am afraid to lose her.
Thirdly? you know those situations that feel hopeless when you do something weird or embarassing that you're totally like: "My life is over -_-" yeah, it's about those too. It's also about having a feeling of shear panic and stress that jsut won't subside where you cannot focus and every scenario that pops up in your head feels real and makes you legitimately sad over nothing.