[REWRITING SLOWLY] {~SMILE~} ShinKami(TW)

Denki Kaminari, the happy energetic blonde is the perfect peer. Always happy and positive. Always a smile. But what if all of it were a ruse? A mere facade to keep the truth from the eyes of others, so let us start over.
Daiki Kaminari. More commonly known as Denki Kaminari. Age, 15. The eldest child of the Kaminari family. Denki Kaminari is a depressed trans male. Abused by his father, Denki is the only member of the family to be abused.
Hitoshi Shinsou, adopted son of Shota Aizawa, and Hizashi Yamada. Age 16. Hitoshi is transferred into class 1-A after the long-awaited expulsion of Minoru Mineta. Hitoshi is a loving older brother to his sister Eri. After being adopted by Shota and Hizashi, Hitoshi falls easily into the loving picture, later accompanied by Eri.
Denki and Hitoshi are dorm mates. When you have a dorm buddy, you can't keep all the secrets you'd like. Denki finds a way to keep his scars and bruises from Shinso. After a time, things get more and more complicated until eventually, the truth comes out in pieces.
Shinso can teach denki what love is and what it's like to be loved, but can Denki love him in return. How can he do something he doesn't know how to do? Love is not everything. Will Denki's conscious mind be able to overcome his thoughts? Or will he fall void and insane due to his circumstances?

My first story but i'm a theater kid. cant be that hard right?

trigger warnings
gay
self harm(we finna get pErSoNaL)
abuse(well damn)
mentions of rape(sorry in advance)
eating disorder
smut(maybe)
profanity
possible gore
suicide attempts(if only)
suicidal thoughts(our alter ego's would be besties)

THIS DOES END UP AS A VILLAIN DENKI SO BE MINDFUL

well fuck, this is doomed but lets gooo.