What Comes After Goodbye? | Sim Jaeyun | Question Series #1

Hwonie Mairan Salazar. I never appreciated my name that much before. I'm even jealous with my twin sister because for me,and everyone else, her name is much prettier than mine. I'm the kind of person who always think that everyone are better than me. That I'm not a person who should move to be better coz I won't be better. But this man.... he's the only one who said my name was pretty, prettier than any name he ever heard. This man....he said that I am different, and different is way better than anyone.

I looked for love like my parents have. A good and loving man who will accept me for who I really am. A man who will marry me, and a soon to be a husband who will perfectly fit as a father. I have very high standards when it comes to boys. I hate plaboy! First in my hate list are playboys, cheater, and just-good-at-bed assh*oles. I said I'll never fall for anyone who is like that. It disgust me. But this man.... he's more than a playboy. He's the father of all playboys. He's the kind of person who hate to be cheated but good at cheating. It's funny, because I know him to well. I know how good he is in playing around. But I still fell. Yes,I fell....so hard that I think I won't stand again once I landed wrong.

I started dreaming of happy ending with him. I started hoping of something I know I will never have. But what can I do?

He hate commitment. He's good at leaving. He's always there when he need me, but not when i needed him. All he do is stay, for the shortest time and then leave when he likes.

And that's what I'm always scared of.....coz I don't know what will happen next after he says goodbye.