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Izuku Midoriya seems like a happy boy but what happens if his perfect life flies out of the window? What if Katsuki broke him once too many? What if he really wanted to die but even that didn't work out for him? What if Izuku is in so much pain that he goes insane? And what will Katsuki do if he finally realizes he has feelings for the broken boy he tormented all his life? 

 This is my 3rd story It's a Bakudeku, Characters and art aren't mine but the story is. The characters come from 'My hero academia' and whoever did the art, It's really good I wish I had a talent like that. Anyway this story will contain: Self-harm, a lot of swearing (Thanks to Kacchan), suicide, suicidal thoughts, Abuse, And other stuff like that. If you don't feel comfortable reading any of it then this story isn't for you. You have been warned. read at your own risk. ;) Keep dreaming. dreamer for life^-^

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|Love or hate?| Depressed Deku AU?| by Basilikum_

(This is my first story ever..so, sorry if it's bad..) Izuku 'Deku' Midoriya has always looked up to his childhood friend, Katsuki 'Kacchan' Bakugo. He has aspired to be him in so many ways but this caused unwanted feelings. The fact he could never be better than him. These only got worse after Bakugo started bullying him, soon developing into a serious matter.. ||This is a Bakudeku story|Warning: Mentions of self-harm, Suicide, and just other sensitive topics|| ------ Best ranking(s) so far: #1 In Depresseddeku (12/8/19) #19 in DepressedIzuku #5 in suicidal #2 in DekuxKacchan --------- /Two-person collaboration story. I wrote the Izuku parts and she wrote the Katsuki parts but we read over them together. Tank you for helping me, and sorry I didn't put this earlier •3•\ ---- Hehe, This has many typos I didn't notice before and I'm too lazy to edit it now. I mean some sentences are still readable tho so like 💅

My Hero (Katsuki x Izuku) by tivirawrites

PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION BEFORE READING THE STORY!! Ever since they were kids, Katsuki Bakugo has been mercilessly bullying his classmate Izuku Midoriya for being quirkless-or so Izuku thought. He learns as he matures that the relentless Katsuki is afraid of his own weakness, and Izuku's new quirk intimidates him. But after a fight full of punches and confessions, the two start to have a better understanding of each other. This understanding starts to turn into a complicated friendship, and then into a budding romance-that's until Izuku mysteriously leaves UA with barely a trace. This story does have some canonicity in it, but some events are switched around. I'm going to try and make the personalities of the characters as canon as possible, but this is a fanfiction so there will be some differences here and there to fit with the story. There is no smut in this fanfic. I believe writing smut between minors is disgusting and weird. If you want to read bkdk smut, this fanfic is not for you. Lastly, these are not my characters-the characters belong to Kohei Horikoshi. As for the cover, the art is done by Lois (it's the watermark on the cover) and I found it on Pinterest from user Joleen. I hope you all enjoy! I will try to post as much as I can.

Tragic Kiss [BAKUDEKU canonU] by mhaslut04

This has some trigger warnings please don't read if you are sensitive to any of these topics ⚠sensitive topics⚠ ⚠sexual activities⚠ Overal this story is pretty 18+ But who am I kidding, I'm not even 18 so just please just pay attention to the warnings 1A graduates in all its glory and Izuku gets better opportunities than he had ever hoped for, as he starts fighting crime in Tokyo. He becomes one of the biggest heros world wide and all his dreams seem to come true. Then why doesn't it feel right? Izuku always gets home exhausted and burries himself in work as if there is no tomorrow. He's doing what he loves and what he has always wanted, but then why does it feel empty and lonely? One day he gets a message for a 8 year reunion from his classmates. He's so excited to see every single one of them, hoping to get rid of the emptiness. Athough one person, he's hesitant about seeing: Kacchan, but he still replies with a positive answer, not knowing that night would change his life forever. Anyways I put a lot of effort in this story and I hope you enjoy

No Love, Just InSaNiTy (Book 1) by Erei-Ultima

Izuku Midoriya was bullied and looked upon as a waste of space for the majority of his life. It only got worse when everyone found out that he was quirkless. From then on the kind-hearted soul started to turn dark. He was given a chance to redeem himself and with this chance he plans to make Bakugo suffer the same way he made him suffer. This is basically a "what if" story of what would have happened if Izuku had never talked to All Might. This story progresses kind of slowly so it's going to be a bit long. Will contain themes like suicide, depression, gore, etc. Read at your own risk!!! Nothing belongs to me except the plot. So enjoy~

A Femboy To Rember by Animestorywriting

Izuku Midoriya is a boy that has gone through hell and back. He was bullied for not having a quirk all through middle school by his "best friend" Katsuki Bakugo. Then out of the blue, he gained a quirk. His quirk is called "Emotional Damage". It isn't as bad as it sounds. It just means that when someone is faced with torture or something similar to it you will gain a quirk. It's pretty rare so he doesn't use it much. This quirk allows the owner to have a certain thing happen to him based on his emotions. Deku had gone through a Femboy phase so he just goes with it now, no matter what people say or think and somehow got a harem along the way. He has grown mentally and physically tough so it's hard to get to his heart. Will his harem the consist of his classmates be able to break down the layers to this badass femboy's heart or not. We will see~ ⚠️CONTAINS⚠️ mentions of suicide,cursing and Femboy/Badass Deku cause why not 😗💅 ꕥᵈⁱˢᶜᵒⁿᵗⁱⁿᵘᵉᵈꕥ P . S : Please if you do not like the very heavy usage of misspelling, cursing , talk of suicide , Femboy Deku please exit this story . I wish to remind all that this book was created when I was younger and so I did not have much knowledge on the topic of story writing . The layout of the book changes from a stage play to heavy paragraphs so beware of that. But please enjoy my other recent books made with better writing and less spelling errors.

I Will Save Him [Abused! Izuku X Katsuki] by ChibiEmme

Izuku Midoriya has been bullied his entire life. After collapsing during a test, Katsuki Bakkugo becomes suspicious of his old friend. He soon learns the secret of Izuku's lifestyle and decides to do all he can to help Izuku. However, Izuku's heart will take a bit of repairing. Can Katsuki mend Izuku's heart, or is he too far gone? I don't own any places or characters used in this story!! The picture isn't mine, found it on Pinterest. Credit goes to the respective creator. WARNING: this story is a little dark at times, and features a gay relationship. Don't read if you are uncomfortable with this. Contains child abuse and depressive topics. This is a My Hero Academia (Boku No Hero Academia) fanfic that I made.

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

Exertion (Under editing!) by thatoneeeeeemo

[Izuku Midoriya x Katsuki Bakugou] - Katsuki Bakugou is aggressive, depressed, and just tired of being alive. He struggles to hide what he is truly feeling. An incident in the bathroom leaves him in able to even fake a smile. How long can Katsuki keep up his brash image? How long until that agony that grows within him comes out? How is everyone going to handle seeing how hurt Katsuki truly was? Katsuki has gone through life with closed-off emotions. Tall walls built around himself so he would never get hurt. What's going to happen when Izuku Midoriya sees past those walls? More importantly sees what Katsuki is hiding on his pale thighs. Read to find out how Izuku helps Katsuki feel something other than pain and anger.

𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬. by mangoluvs

[COMPLETED] being bullied during your childhood days, sucked. especially for such a fragile kid who dreams to be the top hero izuku midoriya who has been bullied for being quirkless. she tries to become friends with katsuki bakugo, but kept bullying her, only making things worse they got accepted to the same academy where you can become a hero! some problems broke out between midoriya and bakugou though how will this all work out? !! i won't be following some of the actual story plot in the show/manga. i don't not own any of the character especially *fem. izuku, *villain au, and some of the plots!! (contains!! cussing, suicidal actions, self-harm, and bullying, sexual 'nsfw ' moments) 190220: #1- femdeku #3- kacchan #5- izuku #8- katsudeku 190523: #1- femdeku 200713 #1 - femdeku start: august 23, 2018 finished: september 30, 2018

F*ck life and everything that follows after | BakuDeku | Depressed Deku by trizbo

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, anxiety ⚠️I do NOT own any of the characters or pictures I used in this book. THIS IS A BAKUDEKU STORY, SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, LEAVE ____________________________________ Deku suffers from depression which is mostly caused by his child hood friend Bakugou Katsuki. At first he tried to avoid him but soon he found a liking in his male friend. Now Bakugou is trying his best to help Deku through life, but that's actually a really hard mission. Not everything goes well and Deku has his ups and downs. Will Deku be able to hold himself together? (oh and yes, they fall in love and all that stuff) ____________________________________ The triggering stuff starts in chapter 13/14. ____________________________________ Happy ending Hope you guys enjoy :D PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME ____________________________________ 🏅1 KatsuDeku || March 10th 2021 🏅11 Depression || March 25th 2021 🏅2 bokunoheroacademia || April 21st 2021

✔︎One Sided by BeanQueen_29

This Is a BakuDeku fanfic. Izuku's dream of being a hero changes after he got diagnosed to be quirkless. That dream had become a distant a fantasy but he soon twisted it into a new goal. He decided that no matter what, he was going to help people. He was going to do everything in his power to become a hero of his own. However, being diagnosed quirkless wasn't the only thing stopping him; his brain had been growing a tumor and blocking important parts of his life. How will the once raging blonde react when the green haired boy greets him more like a stranger with a hero obsession then as an old friend years later? More info: -Quirk! AU +quirkless deku -cover is mine but the art on it is not. - all medical aspects of this story are twisted cuz I want this story a specific way -I will add pictures/fanart throughout this book -Not all characters are mine they belong to the creator of the show Kohei Horikoshi - storyline is mine (except for the beginning)

The Feeling [Katsudeku] by Luna_Spark123

so, um.... this is my first book fan fiction because I never like to write or typing.??.sorry for the worst grammar. this is the story: -At Middle School -at the rooftop Izuku try to kill himself after a terrible world he into in his life.when he try to jump out of sudden, a pair of arm grap his forearm and it was Bakugou, the person who hate him the most.......... Izuku(though):"I never seen he cry before. "doesn't he will feel relieve when I died?" Inko: Izuku, we will moving to other city. Izuku: WHAT?! *Thought* but I already confess my feeling to Kacchan. Ura➡(っ'-')╮=͟͟͞͞)ꐦ°᷄д°᷅)⬅Kacchan Katsuki: what was that for?! Uraraka: Because being stupid! Todoroki: Midoriya! Midoriya! Please, open your eyes! No.... No...! You can't die now.... I didn't tell you my feelings yet.... Iida: You want my attention to you? Uraraka: W-what?! N-no! It's not like that! *blush* Kirishima (mind): At least me and Midoriya having fun together before he go to wedding ceremony. Our peaceful time together..... Inko: Oh dear.... Why I feel something bad will happen to my baby? Izuku: Don't worry mom. I'll take care of myself. Love. Their will be triangle. Somehow be cube. And somehow more then that. Will izuku get he's memory back? What might happen to Katsuki when he heard the sudden news? Who will Izuku choose? Who died?? New ship?? original story: Boku no hero academia from: Horikoshi Kohei *I'm not own the character*

Depression || Dadzawa || BakuDeku || Bakugo x Midoriya || Depressed Deku by trizbo

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, ed (sort of), panic attacks Disclaimer: None of the photos I used belong to me in any way. I found them on Instagram without any credits. I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this book. ____________________________________ "Good. Now I want to ask you. Can you please roll up your sleeves for a second?" I widened my eyes. "Wha- what?" Did I just hear that right? Wh- ____________________________________ Deku has high functioning depression but no one knows it until one day Mr. Aizawa caught him selfharming in school and Bakugou notices how weird his childhood friend and crush is acting. Suddenly Deku's mother disappeared without a trace and no one seems to know where she could be. Not even Bakugou's mother knows where she was and decided to let Deku live with them until they could find Deku's mom. When Deku saw how much Bakugou cares about him, he started to fall in love with him but his depression kept destroying his life. His thoughts got worse and darkened from day to day until he wasn't able to keep himself alive any minute longer. Will he survive? ____________________________________ PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME This story contains spelling mistakes and stuff but sometimes I'm too blind to see them, I'm sorry 🏃🏼 Happy ending ____________________________________ 2🏅 bakudeku; Feb. 8th 2021 2🏅 dadzawa; Feb. 8th 2021 13🏅 sad: Feb. 26th 2021 1🏅 imfine: Mar. 25th 2021 1🏅 depression: Apr. 14th 2021

Can't Escape (Depressed Izuku x Bakugou) by mangoes_are_valid

Izuku Midoriya. The happy, cheerful, cute little boy that we all know and love. His life is going great, besides the fact that it's actually a mess. After finding out that he didn't have a quirk, his father began to abuse him. His mother soon passed away due to Hisashi's actions. His childhood friend, Katsuki Bakugou, bullies him on a daily basis. It's all too much for the greenette to handle. Until one day when he finally loses it. Will Bakugou save him in time? What is really going on inside of Izuku's mind? Warning! There are mentions of the following: -Suicidal Thoughts -Suicide Attempts -Self Harm -Abuse -Bullying -Eating Disorders -Depression -Panic Attacks -Rape

Someone I Used to Know (Being Rewritten) by -_bumblebee_-

This story is currently being rewritten. You can find the new version on my account :) Deku left katsuki at a young age, leaving him depressed. Now older, he drifted away from everyone and started getting into fights. He hopes to, one day, find Deku again. Deku was forced to leave his best friend when he was younger. Now older and practically unstoppable, Deku is a vigilante. He's chased by police and heroes, and doesn't have much money to take care of himself. He doesn't feel like he can live anymore without Bakugou, all he wants is to die. contains: ~self harm~ ~depression/depressing thoughts~ ~suicidal thoughts/actions~ ~bakudeku~ ~kind of slow burn~ ~swearing~ ~bakugou singing~ ~mostly bakugou pov~ -if you don't like any of this, then don't read (how hard is that?) -Izuku's powers are based off of spiderman -I don't own my hero academia or any of the characters.

Mine by thebelieverxxx

Izuku gets sold to the Mafia and finds out that mafia boss, Katsuki Bakugo is a vampire. What will Izuku do if he becomes the vampire's personal blood bag? What kind of torture will Izuku have to go through? And What will happen if they fall for one another? This is my first story so please go easy on me. the characters and the art aren't mine but the story is. The characters come from my favorite anime 'my hero academia' if you haven't watched it yet you should really give it a chance because it is a lot of fun. And to whoever did the art, it's amazing they really did a very good job. Anyway, this story will contain: a lot of swearing, torture stuff, kidnapping, and rape, you have been warned, read at your own risk :) keep dreaming, Dreamer for life^-^ (51 881 words in total) #1 Overhaul 21/06/2022 #1 vampirebakugo 23/07/2022 #9 bnhafanfic 12/08/2022 #6 EijiroKirishima 22/10/2022 #6 kacchan 09/12/2022 #5 gayships 09/02/2023 #2 bnha 24/01/2023 #10 izukumidoriya 01/03/2023

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

Bakugo's 5 day deal by ReallyTiredLol

I'm honestly ashamed of this book. I wrote it some time ago and it just has so many things wrong in it and is overall cringe. I am planning to write a different and better version of this in the near future. And hey, maybe you should follow me to see when it comes out ;) !!!STRONG SUICIDE TRIGGER WARNING!!! Midoriya was walking home at around 11pm, after picking up some groceries for his mom. He sighed, knowing he would have to wake up early for school tomorrow. He walked on the small bridge, looking at the bright, full moon. It was a beautiful night. He turned his head facing forward, his eyes locking on the body in front of him. "K-Kacchan?" The ash-blonde whipped his head to where the shorter boy stood, piercing red eyes meeting soft dark green ones. There he was. The loud, brash, cocky Katsuki Bakugo, sitting on the concrete wall of the bridge, with his shoes off and wallet out, ready to jump off and end his life at any moment. . . "You know what, lets make a deal."

Without A Parachute. Bakudeku. by BMFMBNHA

- what if inko got deadly sick when Izuku is little? - what if Inko died? - what if Izuku got adopted by two pro heros and got a brother? - what if he never meet All Might and never got his quirk? - what if he is depressed and his boyfriend is cheating on him? - what if he is deaply in love with his childhood best friend, Katsuki Bakugo? - what if he tryes to commit suicide? Read to find out. *i dont owe any off the characters or the art*

I don't deserve to live ~ Depressed Bakugou by SushiCatAnonymous

Katsuki Bakugou becomes depressed when he believes he's been the one to end All Might, a green haired boy named Izuku Midoriya will help him through the pain, while hiding feelings for him. ⚠️ Warning: this contains ⚠️ 〔Cutting〕〔Depression〕〔A small bit of anorexia〕〔Basically a lot of sad shit〕 ⚠️ Please don't read if you're sensitive to this sort of stuff. ⚠️ Contains 'Out Of Character' characters ~Original storyline~ ~Cover drawn by me~ I deeply apologise if anything is incorrect in this story, I don't know much about it. This story is informed from my small experience with these things and my imagination. I apologise if anything is offending to those who are suffering from something like this. Please don't attack me if things are incorrect, thank you for reading. No. 1 in #sadkacchan 5/11/20 No. 1 in #myherofanfiction 5/11/20 No. 1 in #depressedkacchan 9/11/20

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|Love or hate?| Depressed Deku AU?|

(This is my first story ever..so, sorry if it's bad..) Izuku 'Deku' Midoriya has always looked up to his childhood friend, Katsuki 'Kacchan' Bakugo. He has aspired to be him in so many ways but this caused unwanted feelings. The fact he could never be better than him. These only got worse after Bakugo started bullying him, soon developing into a serious matter.. ||This is a Bakudeku story|Warning: Mentions of self-harm, Suicide, and just other sensitive topics|| ------ Best ranking(s) so far: #1 In Depresseddeku (12/8/19) #19 in DepressedIzuku #5 in suicidal #2 in DekuxKacchan --------- /Two-person collaboration story. I wrote the Izuku parts and she wrote the Katsuki parts but we read over them together. Tank you for helping me, and sorry I didn't put this earlier •3•\ ---- Hehe, This has many typos I didn't notice before and I'm too lazy to edit it now. I mean some sentences are still readable tho so like 💅