His second choice (s.m)
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  • Reads 7,260
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  • Parts 23
  • Time 1h 9m
Ongoing, First published Jul 29, 2022
Mature
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"Shawn's been my best friend since high school, he's 24 this year. I've watched his career blossom and I couldn't be more proud of him. I'm in love with him. But I'm sick of being the second choice, so I have to leave."
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"The answer the world wants Shawn, who's the girl who allows you to reach this level of creativity - the songs feel so personal yet when you listen you can easily pretend they're about you." The interviewer chuckles, making me laugh in return. 

'Well, there's one girl out there who doesn't need to pretend. Every single song is for her. She just doesn't realise it." 
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{Shawn Mendes} Teenage heartthrob, music sensation. 
{Y/N L/N} Shawn's muse, professional emotional wreck. 
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"Why would you pick me?" 

"Why wouldn't I?" 
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