Loving you is suicide (reupload)
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Last published Sat, Mar 29, 2025
What will happen if:
Claude notices him having strange feeling for his master, but not knowing what they mean?
Him hurting Alois without knowing?
Claude finally realizing what this feeling is?
And above all: Alois life being in danger?
WARNING!:
This Fanfiction contains Yaoi (boy x boy), and also mentions of rape and abuse.
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