Behind Our Backs
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Complete, First published Jul 31, 2022
"Behind Our Backs" is an #OwnVoices short story about being an autistic kid in middle school. 

This story includes depictions of ableism.

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Like most teenagers, Natalie thinks she knows everything. In her efforts to befriend a loner classmate, she realizes the world isn't as simple as she thought.
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