My depression has been my life struggle, with my single mother as a parent, family that was never truly there for me, and friends who were toxic and judgemental which influenced me into wanting them to like me so I took in the toxic traits. My 2 relationships where they cheated on me constantly. Spirituality made me feel more cared for and I made it to my goal of loving myself and not caring about other people more then myself. You love yourself, then you can love others.