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The war in my mind

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lies reality secrets truthbetold unforgettable wrongful

The voices and images swirling in my head. They go on and on, am unable to stop them.
Stop! Stop! Stop!, I scream to no avail.
The lies I have told, the pain I have caused.
Please! Please! I can't take it any more! 
"The truth will set you free" says another voice, I look around but no one is there, all I see are clouds. The thought of fighting with what or who I can't see.Am fighting myself.

Julie is a girl that finds love at 13years from a guy that leaves her for someone else. When in highschool she lies to please the people around her, the lies leads her into trauma as she fights her thoughts. 
What can she do to stop the war in her mind? 
How long will she be able to hold the pain that has been inflicted in her?
How can she tell the true she has been hiding for a long time?
Will people look at her the same?(CC) Attrib. NonComm. NoDerivs

lies reality secrets truthbetold unforgettable wrongful

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The Prophecy by lspearson

Ariella's biggest desire in life has always been such a simple one. She wants to be 'normal.' Unfortunately, that one simple wish has never been within her grasp. Coming from a long line of witches is bad enough, but she's even more different than the rest of her family. The fact that no one will give her any answers to why she's so different doesn't help matters. Her entire existence is shrouded in secrets that everyone around her refuses to reveal. After a family tragedy, she moves to a new town, and she gets her first chance to at least pretend to be 'normal.' For the first time, she's allowed to leave the house and go to an actual school. She makes friends, and she develops her first crush, that's quickly followed by her second. She's finally living the normal teenage life she'd dreamed of, but it doesn't last. Everything she believed about herself and the world around her is changed in an instant. Family secrets come to light one after another, turning her entire world upside down in the process. She quickly realizes that sometimes ignorance really is bliss, and maybe she didn't really want to know the answers to the questions she'd always asked, especially when one of these truths causes people close to her to turn their backs on her without hesitation. Before she can even recover from the shock, she's thrust into a war that she hadn't even known existed. Loyalties will be tested. She'll have to choose sides between all of the people she's come to care about. Will she stand with her family, her new friends, or the two boys who both hold a piece of her heart? One thing is for sure. She'll have to let go of her dream of 'normal.'

Gorgeous Troubled Boys by MentallyUnstablexoxo

We all have secrets. But the question is... What are they? Her father hates her. Her mother's dead. Only option seems to be is to get far away right. How about a boarding school for a fresh start. If it's not bad enough she gets into a lot more trouble and a lot of drama. She's really only in for trouble from start to end. But not alone. Her new friends all have secrets too. After all they are really just Gorgeous Troubled Boys. A/N: This is my first story please give the first few chapters a try. I'm sure chapter 8 and 9 will have you hooked. New Chapters every Friday! Plus suprise chapters. Add to library to keep updated!! Yours Truly, Miss P💋 #3 in Boarding School #6 in Broken-Family

Good Girl's Secret by lara9988

Sudden death changes everything. Started with a slap, a punch, a kick or two. Until it got to more, more than Skylar Rose can handle. Skylar's mom took her husband's death badly, resulting Skylar as her personal punching bag, and it isn't until she meets a certain person that may take her or break her. Because after all, this certain good girl has a secret, and she will need more than herself to save it. ---- All copyright © Mature content > Contains violence and I may include self harm. Updates are every Saturday or another day if wanted. Last updated note 2017: I wrote this when I was thirteen and English is my second language; in other words, at that tender age, I sucked at grammar and a lot of other things, so please do read at your own risk. I am surprised at the amount of love and readers I got and with that, maybe one day I'll write something even more worthwhile. All in all, enjoy this if you don't mind young me, and thank you all for the love :)

The Lies We Tell by slybatspidow

Evelyn is okay. She's at the top of her class, a Wattpad writer, and a rising star on YouTube. She's also a liar. Her parents fight all the time, but she tells her friends everything is fine. She lies to herself about the guy at school. On the night her life changed forever, she told herself what was probably her biggest lie ever: I'm okay. The truth is, she's not. Things are falling apart and beginning to come out. She's barely keeping it together. Can she make it through when her lies begin to catch up to her? --- Warning: This story contains mentions of sexual harassment which, though not graphic, could potentially be triggering to some who have experienced similar or worse situations. Originally written in 2018 Featured by StoriesUndiscovered October 2022 Featured by StoriesUndiscovered on Be THAT Girl reading list 6/23

Don't Give Up On Me ✔ by Karenj128

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What He Really Did by Wolfgirl54

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When The Sun Goes Down by itsdanyka

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The Prophecy

Ariella's biggest desire in life has always been such a simple one. She wants to be 'normal.' Unfortunately, that one simple wish has never been within her grasp. Coming from a long line of witches is bad enough, but she's even more different than the rest of her family. The fact that no one will give her any answers to why she's so different doesn't help matters. Her entire existence is shrouded in secrets that everyone around her refuses to reveal. After a family tragedy, she moves to a new town, and she gets her first chance to at least pretend to be 'normal.' For the first time, she's allowed to leave the house and go to an actual school. She makes friends, and she develops her first crush, that's quickly followed by her second. She's finally living the normal teenage life she'd dreamed of, but it doesn't last. Everything she believed about herself and the world around her is changed in an instant. Family secrets come to light one after another, turning her entire world upside down in the process. She quickly realizes that sometimes ignorance really is bliss, and maybe she didn't really want to know the answers to the questions she'd always asked, especially when one of these truths causes people close to her to turn their backs on her without hesitation. Before she can even recover from the shock, she's thrust into a war that she hadn't even known existed. Loyalties will be tested. She'll have to choose sides between all of the people she's come to care about. Will she stand with her family, her new friends, or the two boys who both hold a piece of her heart? One thing is for sure. She'll have to let go of her dream of 'normal.'