The war in my mind
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The voices and images swirling in my head. They go on and on, am unable to stop them.
Stop! Stop! Stop!, I scream to no avail.
The lies I have told, the pain I have caused.
Please! Please! I can't take it any more!
"The truth will set you free" says another voice, I look around but no one is there, all I see are clouds. The thought of fighting with what or who I can't see.Am fighting myself.
Julie is a girl that finds love at 13years from a guy that leaves her for someone else. When in highschool she lies to please the people around her, the lies leads her into trauma as she fights her thoughts.
What can she do to stop the war in her mind?
How long will she be able to hold the pain that has been inflicted in her?
How can she tell the true she has been hiding for a long time?
Will people look at her the same?
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