1. One last cigarette
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How far do you go to take a break from reality?
Drugs; Alcohol; Self harm...
Struggling to figure out who she is Sofia Night's has to put her life on hold to be able to give her brother everything she could never have growing up.
What happens when the only thing keeping Sofia from ending it all get's taken away.
Less sleep; Raging thoughts; no escaping from the demons that remind her of the past...
Will Noah Martinez become her new addiction or will he be the cause of her destruction.
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