Of Pixels and Dying
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MatureComplete Fri, Aug 19, 20221h 31m
What do you do when you're a burnt out teenager struggling with depression, emotional abuse, and surrounded by perfect yet toxic peers? Kelsey Oliviera finds solace in the online world of gaming and internet friends. Her miserable reality is alleviated from the comfort of a beautiful friendship with Louis Dennard, someone she's never even met in real life. Then a terrible tragedy shakes her entire world and Kelsey begins to spiral closer to suicide. But through the heartbreaking grief, she experiences an incredible life lesson that changes her perspective on her existence forever.
TW: depression, self-harm, mention of eating disorder, suicide, emotional abuse
Finished: 8/18/2022
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