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Of Pixels and Dying

matcha_and_coffee

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Parts 13
Time 1h 31m

Reads 197
Votes 58
Parts 13
Time 1h 31m

matcha_and_coffee

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asian dark depression emotionalabuse gaming grief heartbreak highschool lavender lifechanging loneliness loss mentalillness newadult onlinefriends parentalabuse sadstory selfharm suicide teenager tragedy youngadult

What do you do when you're a burnt out teenager struggling with depression, emotional abuse, and surrounded by perfect yet toxic peers? Kelsey Oliviera finds solace in the online world of gaming and internet friends. Her miserable reality is alleviated from the comfort of a beautiful friendship with Louis Dennard, someone she's never even met in real life. Then a terrible tragedy shakes her entire world and Kelsey begins to spiral closer to suicide. But through the heartbreaking grief, she experiences an incredible life lesson that changes her perspective on her existence forever. 
 
TW: depression, self-harm, mention of eating disorder, suicide, emotional abuse

Finished: 8/18/2022All Rights Reserved

asian dark depression emotionalabuse gaming grief heartbreak highschool lavender lifechanging loneliness loss mentalillness newadult onlinefriends parentalabuse sadstory selfharm suicide teenager tragedy youngadult

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Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

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Suicidal

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