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Of Pixels and Dying

matcha_and_coffee

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Parts 13
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Reads 197
Votes 58
Parts 13
Time 1h 31m

matcha_and_coffee

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asian dark depression emotionalabuse gaming grief heartbreak highschool lavender lifechanging loneliness loss mentalillness newadult onlinefriends parentalabuse sadstory selfharm suicide teenager tragedy youngadult

What do you do when you're a burnt out teenager struggling with depression, emotional abuse, and surrounded by perfect yet toxic peers? Kelsey Oliviera finds solace in the online world of gaming and internet friends. Her miserable reality is alleviated from the comfort of a beautiful friendship with Louis Dennard, someone she's never even met in real life. Then a terrible tragedy shakes her entire world and Kelsey begins to spiral closer to suicide. But through the heartbreaking grief, she experiences an incredible life lesson that changes her perspective on her existence forever. 
 
TW: depression, self-harm, mention of eating disorder, suicide, emotional abuse

Finished: 8/18/2022All Rights Reserved

asian dark depression emotionalabuse gaming grief heartbreak highschool lavender lifechanging loneliness loss mentalillness newadult onlinefriends parentalabuse sadstory selfharm suicide teenager tragedy youngadult

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Suicidal by kaii12321

This is the story of an abused teenage girl, Maddie. Her need to die has become overwhelming and she is trying to find a way to help herself before she does something she may regret. The story is told from her point of view as she recalls all that has happened to her. Maybe telling her story will help her, maybe not. This isn't just any other sob story. This is more realistic. You may even find yourself comparing your life to Maddie's while reading this story. Disclosure: I wrote this as a 13-year-old and the writing is definitely not up to my current standards, but I feel as though changing what I have already written would take away from the emotion I put into this story at 13 years old. If you'd like an updated and more well-written version, please read my other story entitled "Remembering". TW/CW: domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation

MAZE OF MEMORIES by justsomebody0821

*EMOTIONAL CONTENT WARNING* Please be aware that this story explores angst themes, including: - angst and emotional turmoil - Schizophrenia and mental health struggles - Grief, heartbreak, and emotional distress - Death of a main character - Miscarriage and pregnancy loss If you're sensitive to these topics or have experienced related trauma *PROCEED WITH CARE*

Ophiuchus by rainshine03

Matthew and Camille, Camille and Matthew. That's how things have always been. Despite living with an abusive father and an emotionally unstable and alcoholic mother, they've survived some of the worst times of their lives because they had eachother. But lately, a wedge has been driving them apart. Their own secrets begin tearing them apart and have landed them on new territories. They find themselves more alone than ever, despite living across the hall from eachother. Will they find their way back to eachother? Or will they learn to live with their severed ties? Read Ophiuchus to find out. TRIGGER WARNING:THIS STORY CONTAINS MATURE THEMES OF VIOLENCE, ASSAULT, ABUSE, SELF HARM AND SUCIDE. If you are struggling with any of the above please disregard this story as it may not be suitable for you. Furthermore, please reach out to someone your trust because you are loved and there are many people out in the world who can help you. Sexual Abuse Hotline: 800.656.HOPE Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-8255 http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ Domestic Abuse Hotline: 1-800-799-7233 Copyright. All Rights Reserved.

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

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Me Without You by kccdrw

Shock. Once the shock wore off, I was confused. Then angry. You made me so angry because I felt betrayed by your choice. Your choice to leave me, leave me all alone in this dark world. I felt so angry and betrayed by your choice to desert me when you were all I had. Then I accepted the fact that you were no longer here because that's just how it was and how it had to be. I had to learn to accept the fact that life was now me without you and that was a damn hard pill to swallow.

Betrayed Recovery by sorezqsilly

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It Would've Been You by vynsirqs

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Chasing Dandelions by AmandaRussell170

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Suicidal

This is the story of an abused teenage girl, Maddie. Her need to die has become overwhelming and she is trying to find a way to help herself before she does something she may regret. The story is told from her point of view as she recalls all that has happened to her. Maybe telling her story will help her, maybe not. This isn't just any other sob story. This is more realistic. You may even find yourself comparing your life to Maddie's while reading this story. Disclosure: I wrote this as a 13-year-old and the writing is definitely not up to my current standards, but I feel as though changing what I have already written would take away from the emotion I put into this story at 13 years old. If you'd like an updated and more well-written version, please read my other story entitled "Remembering". TW/CW: domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation