Novocaine (Phan)
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Complete Wed, Nov 25, 20151h 6m
It all started when two boys were admitted to a mental ward. What is 'It' you may ask. It is their beautiful tragic love story. The blue eyed boy with insomnia, a painful past, and troubled mind. The brown eyed boy with voices in his head and harmful tendencies.
(TRIGGER WARNING! May be difficult to read. Mentions of self harm and abuse.)
***I (sadly) do NOT own Dan Howell or Phil Lester or anyone/anything in this book.
***Based off my imagination
***NOT REAL EVENTS
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