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Have you ever felt worthless?

Na para bang lahat sa mundo ay ayaw sayo.

That feeling, the feeling when deep inside you, there's a thought that you are not welcome to this world. That you are hated by your love ones.

That feeling.

The feels of being jealous of something not yours.

The feels of being less love in the family.

The feels of being tampered.

The feels of everything is not going to the situation you wanted.

The feels of competing with everything.

The feels of nothing satisfies you anymore, not even the thing that you have been loving since time immemorial.

The feels of loving the pain you made to your body.

The feels of being excited by the scar left by your hands.

The feels of being depressed.

The feels of being scared everytime you close your eyes.

Have you ever felt that?

If never, then you're lucky.

Your lucky if ever you have not felt one of those before.

But as for me, I'm not that lucky. .