Finding "The" back

It's really hard for me not to feel this way.
My whole life feels like a puzzle, It's so abstract.
Almost like I'm walking in a pitch black forest. Is like I can feel the freezing cold breeze touching my body making me shiver till I'm numb.
But at the same time I understand that this obscure looking forest is just an illusion.

A way for Satan to blind my eyes and take me through the wrong path.

I know I will reach the light and see the other side of life.
So far I believe that the light is not as far as it used to.

--------Did Marianna's life suddenly shift from were she started....or how did she end up in that dark place? Take a trip into her world see if she discovers what happened.------