the way i loved you
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Ongoing, First published Aug 02, 2022
Mature
"You do not understand how much I hate you," I whisper our breaths mixing.

"And you do not understand how much I want to throw you onto this table and kiss you until all you can remember is my name," he says leaning in so our noses brush.

"You wouldn't."

"Oh yeah?"

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Aria Caddel dreams of having a love story like her parents. But she would rather spend the whole day with her friends at the beach. When her mother tells her that she needs to find a job for the summer instead of doing nothing with her life she figures the best idea would be lifeguarding at her local beach with a few of her friends. That way she can be doing everything she wants to all summer while getting paid. Yet when she finds out that the person she would rather strangle than even breathe near applied as well she immediately regrets her decision.

Xander Madden is every girl's dream. Well, every girl but Aria. Xander is a dream boat, you could say. Smart, talented, and extremely handsome. Aria would describe him differently. The two teenagers have been enemies since they could remember. However, lifeguarding together means they have to make up and play nice for the summer, which isn't going to be easy for either of them. 

The two must find a way to be civil around each other which in Arias's mind means ignoring him at all costs. Except for some reason she is constantly finding herself near him. Obviously, she would never think of him as anything more than her enemy and the person she hates most in the world...right?
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51 parts Complete Mature

⚠️This story contains extremely strong language and mature content. Read at your own risk ⚠️ They come from the same world yet they're completely different. Devyn goes back to school facing all the fears of whispers and conversations among other people as she worried their judgement from her past behavior. She meets a bad boy, he's everything she could imagine. The piercings, that tattoos, the looks, his demeanor. He may look like a bad boy, but he has a soft side. Xander is facing recovery meeting his sobriety while hoping this girl falls for him. When she does, their worlds clash and they face a whole new list of problems. »»»» "Mr.Ramirez." "Yes, sir?" "You're late." He sits beside me, "Sorry. It won't happen again." "I hope not." I found myself staring at him and he was gorgeous. His scent was strong. Tattoos cover his arms and hands now that his jacket was taken off. "Let's begin writing, everyone." I looked at the board reading what Mr.Daniels had written, hiding the fact I was even looking at the guy next to me. I overheard his conversation with the other two guys. Talking about a night they had last night along with Ethan's name mixed in the story. "Man, what happened last night?" "I don't know but my dad was pissed." "Isn't that Benningfield's girl?" •••• I looked over beside me at the girl who was writing in her notebook. Her black and blue wavy hair was somewhat messy and she tucked it behind her pierced ear. She had maybe twenty earrings. I noticed a tattoo perfectly inked on her wrist written the word, Breathe. Her bright white eyes caught my stare and I smiled. «««« Mature (18+) Copyright all rights reserved