Stupid Love-Hate
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Ongoing, First published Aug 03, 2022
ACE:  At first love enlighten me to enter a new world, giving me this feeling of contentment, the feeling of being 'loved' by someone you cherished. The happiness, success, and struggles that grew us much more closer is part of love. 

But that 'love' pushed me to my limits, I know it's part of its process but- I had enough. I was betrayed, lied and make a fool of myself. My heart can't take anymore emotions, so I become numb. I felt bitter, I was Drown into hatred and bitterness. And worst, I didn't believe in everyone's words or promises anymore. I DIDNT BELIEVE IN LOVE ANYMORE. 

AIZEN:  I was known for a Player, a Casanova, Playboy or whatsoever names that you can call me as I keep on changing girlfriends everyday and any hour. I was like that until I got into a huge problem, I can't face it so I fled. Hide myself and decided to lie low, not until I met someone who had caught my interest. I didn't believe in love, but when I met her I did believe. I'm aware that I was such a jerk, but before I knew it I was so far and different from the past. I changed into a new person, No-she changed me without doing anything. I'm so dedicated and inspired because of her, and I'm willing to do anything just for her. But the problem is, I can't keep running away from my problem so it hunt me. Causing me to stay away from her. 


Two people who didn't believe in love, a desperate and an ignorant. Both was hurt and in pain, and now that their paths has crossed... Can their belief be shaken? Or stay standing? What would they choose? His love? Or her happiness? Herself? Or his freedom? 

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