Lonely ...
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Complete Sat, Jan 31, 2015<5 mins
Wake up early in the morning ,
looking at the sunrise
thinking about you .
The music was on ,
the coffee in my hands ,
tears on my face ,
thinking to myself if I could be happy .
Feeling the sun rays all over me ,
trying to evaporate my tears .
I drank from the bitter coffee
and for a second I managed to forget about you .
The first song has ended
and with her I closed a page of my life ,
the second one has started and with her
second page of my life opened , a page without you in it .
I knew you were gone , I had to move on , I had to forget your smile .
Pain took over me .
Feeling lost , feeling lonely and sad .
I wanted to feel your hug , your warm body , your touch , i wanted to see your smile ,
to look in your eyes and hear you say to me " I love you . I will be with you forever ..."
but even that was just a dream .
I finished my coffee , took my phone and stoped the music ,
I went and made this poem for you ,
hoping that one day we'll be together and all this loneliness will wash away .
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