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I don't blame you. I never did.

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"Why won't you go and talk to her buck?" 

"Because if I go in there and she tries to kill me...
I'm not going to stop her" 

~~~~~~~~~

Your found by the avengers in a hydra base. All the avengers know is that you are a highly skilled, deadly assassin, and yet they find you locked in a cell with nothing but a few clothes keeping you covered and your cat. 

They take you back to the compound hoping your on their side. Trying to find out what that can about you. 

Will you cooperate? 
What will they find out about the mystery woman they saved? 

And what happens when someone in the compound already knows who you are ? 

~~~~~~~~~

Bucky x reader.

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