This is me: Just trying to survive
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Last published Tue, Aug 9, 2022
My life really. This book is all about me. My life has been trama, one right after the other. I always felt like it would be something you see on a soap or rom com. But it's all true. Every last horrible detail. It's scarring, Romantic and even heartbreaking. But I wouldn't change any of it. Even the bad. Yes I even that bad. Every horrible situation I've been through, I would t change because then I would be the women I am today. And neither would my husband. And don't hate him. He does play a horrible character throughout our years together. He just needed to grow and find himself.
I hope you give my book a try. It still in the works, but each chapter comes fast because it isn't something I have to make up. It's just remembering it all. And sometimes that can be hard for the heart. Thank you!
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