Should We Still Even Be Believing in Us?

"I don't know what the hell I was thinking I obviously made the wrong fucking choice rafe!" I breath, holding back the salty tears.

"don't say that ok? He may be good for you and i'm not. but you don't understand. I'm trying to get better for you! Not for anyone else but you because I-" He stops and looks at me with tears forming in his eyes.

"You what rafe!" He doesn't answer me. "See you can never finish anything you fucking ass white!" I'm now sobbing into my own shabby damn hands.

I turn around making my way towards the wide brown door that me and rafe had freshly painted. When I suddenly hear something that I thought I would never hear leave the kook prince's mouth.

"Because I am fucking deeply in love with you, ava! I love you so much that it hurts when you leave the room. I love you so much that it hurts to see you with anybody else who isn't me, girl or boy. So seeing you with him makes me wanna kill him because he touched something that was originally my only thing that I liked. Now that I love. So, I love you. I don't know how else to put it, but I love you! It's like I wanna fuck your brains out and I also wanna make love to you." He makes me stop dead in my tracks.

He loves me?

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Ava harley.

She was known to cause stupid shit with her only friend kiara carrera.

They've been best friends since they were babies. Everyone knew that.

She also has been rafe cameron's girlfriend since the 4th grade. They were inseparable.

But when Kie introduces Ava to the pogues, she feels instant attraction to JJ, JJ feels the same.

She will be set upon a tough choice. But the real question is will she make the right one?