Not again, please! [depressed Luz x Amity]

Sadly I don't know who the artist of the cover is. I found it on Google, pls tell me if u know, I would love to give them the recognition they deserve

I saw too little of fan fictions for the owl house the last time that I checked, so I made one myself.

Luz has been on the Boiling Isles for a time now, and it turns out that the people there aren't too different from humans. At least, how they treat each other.
Luz once again gets bullied for being herself and partly for being human too. Although she is already used to such things, it hits her really hard, and she falls back into her old coping mechanisms. She also still hasn't the courage to tell Amity how she truly feels about her, which adds to her frustration and self-doubt.
Her "family" and friends try to find out why she begins to change so rapidly and help, but Luz isn't used to such handling and thinks they all just pretend to like her.
Will they be able to help her, before dong something much more stupid?

*Trigger Warnings*
- Blood
- Depression
- Self harm (Razorblades, Fingernails, Burning)
- Trauma
- Bad Self care
- Ship (Luz x Amity)

*This book will have lots of ANGST and FLUFF*
*mostly LUZ ANGST and her POV*