right where you left me ; jjk

"Loving Jeongguk has always felt like falling from a great height - palms sweating, heart racing, whole body shimmering as the wind rushes over your skin. It's only now, years and years later, that you're still picking up the pieces of yourself that burst apart once you inevitably hit the ground. But your heart still yearns for the foolish rush anyway."
exes to lovers + 1950′s au + biker!jeongguk
warnings: heavy angst, character death, sexism fitting of the time (sigh), flashbacks, virgin smut, fingering, oral (m+f receiving), cockwarming, infidelity, heartbreak, mention of illness, mention of emotional abuse, violence etc.