Am I still?
elbunitaeren
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  • Parts 15
  • Time 1h 53m
elbunitaeren
Ongoing, First published Aug 06, 2022
Mature
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"Do you love me?"-Tay

"Yes"-Time

"Do you love him?"-Tay

Silence 

"I gues it's not me anymore" Tay


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A perfect relationship they say. 

We were so happy, everything was perfect but why did we ended. 

I've always wish on shooting stars that you won't leave me.

I forgot I was not a little kid anymore to wish on a shooting star.

We were inseparable ever since. We started as the best of friends and later on became lovers. 

Me and you. Together.

But, I forgot that the me and you is no longer 'us'.

I was chasing you while you were chasing someone else. 

I watch you look at him with heart eyes while I'm here bawling my eyes out. 

I was so lucky to have you but it seems that you are so lucky you've met him. 

If we ever meet on a sunny day I hope I won't get the butterflies anymore. Cause it hurts, it hurts me to see you with somebody else that is not me. 

You chose the pen you'll write your story with and I hope it's still me. 

Am I still.... the main character of your story? Or just a stranger that you once thought your forever?
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