i need break from the pain😔💔

hi my name is ayanna and this is my story
There was a boy I loved very much
In fact, he was a very good-hearted person with a good character and a lot of respect
I loved him like I've never loved anyone before
Unfortunately he had a girlfriend
However, he was very dear to my heart
although I am very sorry that he has someone to love
I was a loving heart
After a while, he and his girlfriend broke up
And I gave up on his love
Then one day he said to me
I love you ayanna
I trusted him because I love him so much
Two 2 years of dating without
Aproposal
I started to doubt him
Even though he has been giving me a lot of love, still i'm not happy the fact that he has not proposed to me yet
I thought he was cheating on me with other girls
But the truth knocks on another door i found out that his ex girlfriend is still in a relationship and he lied to me the
he broke up with her and whats worse is that she also gave birth to a boy
For the two years we were together, he was hiding this from me
I felt pain that I had never felt before
I have reached the point where I hate every men on earth
I broke up with him
And before i left he said samething
that made my heart sharer into pieces
He said he never loved me and never will
I used to cry day and night in my bed
I have recovered now
And move on in my life
What happened to me that day i've never had any other relationships and I don't trust any men anymore
This incident has left a scar in my heart that will not heal
What did I do to deserve this hearbreak
is all love like this ?
💔😔😢