How Can I Keep Walking?

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Parts 18
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Reads 29,173
Votes 1,154
Parts 18
Time 2h 46m

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abuse allenwalker angst completed dgrayman fluff homophobia lavibookman lavibookmanjr selfharm selfhate triggers yaoi yullen yuukanda

A highschool AU of D. Gray Man in which Allen Walker is abused and tries to hide it from his more than suspecting friends.
*!A LOT OF TRIGGERS!*All Rights Reserved

abuse allenwalker angst completed dgrayman fluff homophobia lavibookman lavibookmanjr selfharm selfhate triggers yaoi yullen yuukanda

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