falling for you.

my name is Nessa Burt. i am 19 years old. im 5'1 5'2 on a good day. i used to live in LA. i moved when i was 14. i had a best friend that i had a bit of a crush on. but i was only a kid. my childhood best friends name is jacob day. we hung out with bryce parker a lot but he was never really that close to me. i only cared about jacob as a kid. he was my first love, first kiss, and yeah. before he went on a date on the 8th grade he made me practice kissing with him so he wouldn't mess it up. when i look back on it thoes we're the good days. now i sit in my room all day and weight music. i go outside to walk my dogs. but that's really it. my life has went downhill so fast because of the hate and body shame i get. i have panic attacks and Anxiety attacks all the time. i cant control them anymore. honestly my life is a mess. but when i move back to LA when im 18 everything takes a turn...