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The human mind is a vast place, don't you think. Full of genius ideas, while at the same time, full of complete messes.
Leah's mind, on the other hand, is funny organ. Can be the brightest place, while at the same time, the darkest. Really dark.

Oh well... If that wasn't enough of a warning for you, then I guess you'll just have to learn from experience.
Now let's get into it, shall we.

TW: this book gets really dark, so there are some very sensitive topics that will be touched upon. If you are easily disturbed by this, please do not read. I wouldn't want anyone being traumatized by anything. I really care about the mental health of everyone who will come across this book, so if you are easily affected by deep topics, it would be best to choose a different book. Thank you!All Rights Reserved

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