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Heartsick Desires

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no•va | nōvə
-a bright star that appears and fades

"𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞, 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲, 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝    𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞. 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧"

Nova went through thick and thin. Never getting a break, not through childhood, nor adulthood. She always puts people before herself, and when she finds herself with no place to go after trying to escape her past, she just runs into someone who made her past seem minuscule. So how will she react when 3 terrifying men just want to help her?


"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐮𝐬. 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐱𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐮𝐬.

All three men went through hell as kids, causing them to lead the lives they have today. When one man meets an angel fallen from heaven and tragedy struck. How will they help the poor soul? Will they fall in love? Or part their separate ways once all is said and done?

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