If Only
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Complete, First published Aug 13, 2022
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Ian and Ryan are identical twin brothers but not everybody knows this because they got separated at an early age when their parents got divorced, with Ryan flying to another continent and Ian staying behind. Years past and the two brothers end up each other's complete opposite with Ian being part of a gang. Bad things happen at a crucial time and Ian is put in a coma. Ryan is called back to come represent his brother and pretend to be him.

Ryan believes he can do it and he learns all about Ian on paper, missing out on the most important thing; August.

Love shouldn't be in the equation, not when war is at hand but August comes all charming into Ryan's life and for a minute, he forgets the script.
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The Attraction

15 parts Complete Mature

Adam is a the number one student in the class, he spends his time reading or doing his school work. He doesn't have many friends and mostly stay's away from crowds. Adam has super sensitive ears so he can't stand being around noisy people. But when Adam is confessed to by Damon, the most popular guy in school, but there are two problems he's never talked to Damon and he's not gay. Damon and Adam are complete opposites in every way. Damon isn't as smart but he's sporty and energetic and a social butterfly every thing Adam is not. Even so, that doesn't stop Damon. Could Adam come to love Damon?

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