I'm gonna be using this as a journal so please don't come here to judge I'm just looking for advice or giving people something to relate to I also just don't want to be dealing with this stuff on my own. There will be trigger warnings on each chapter so please don't read if it's something that will trigger you tw: self harm, possible ed, possible depression, dark thoughts, suicidal thoughts I will add more trigger warnings if I think of anything elseAll Rights Reserved