It was all about drowning or burning. Thea couldn't let herself live after her brother committed suicide five years ago. Thea always felt lost and empty but after he died, she lost her soul. Thea exists but only physically. Will her life change after one little meeting? Or not? It might be hard reading this books because some scenes are just happening inside Thea's head. TW: suicidal thoughts, drugs, alcohol, hospitals, death, abuse, harsh words