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MatureComplete Mon, Aug 15, 2022<5 mins
Xaiene was a 16 year old girl. A very beautiful one. Brown king hair, gorgeous hazel eyes. Skinny body. Amazing style. Everything about her was perfect. Her family, owned a well known beauty company, so how could their daughter not be beautiful?? Her 4 siblings, Jaiden, Kamden, Joslyn, and Cerria were part of the business as-well. All very pretty and handsome. Her family wasn't abusive, though they were neglectful. She wasnt planned and when she was born all her siblings were late teens, early twenties and her parents were 54 and 58. She was heavily ignored for her childhood, and always tried to fix things. She always did her chores, and always kept her room tidy. She always bought her siblings and oarents gifts on their birthdays with whatever money she had. She never complained. That wasn't enough, she thought. So she did more..and more....and more. She did just about everything. Xai got tired. She had a breakdown infront of her family after her brother, Jaiden, had his birthday party. She was just so... jealous. She never got parties. She never got that love. She never got the attention. So, she stopped. She stopping giving gifts, stopped helping clean, stopped doing her chores. She was always on her gaming pc, which she had bought herself since she was so ignored. While on her computer, she makes a friend. Aaden, is his name. He was her relief. She could always rant about what happened on her days. Rant about her problems. Xaiene had a massive crush on him. i mean, he was always there for her. No matter what.....or so she thought.
Warnings: Language, Neglect, Depression, SH, ED, and emotional parts. skip if you can't handle these!
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started: 8/15/22
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