Butterfly
Hellenicmess
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Hellenicmess
Ongoing, First published Aug 15, 2022
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*A story of first love and impossible decisions*
I'm 17. I've been in the same school and same people since I was 3. I graduate in less than 3 months.
The people who've known me closely or from afar, know that I don't like love. Nor do I like people. Except a few.
But that doesn't mean I haven't fall in in love.
I've denied my feelings towards him since the day I saw him. It started off platonically but it turned into something else.
I've spent 13 years on the sidelines, away from him.
But not anymore. Not when my life in school s about to end.
He can't know it's me.
But he should know I love him.
He should know he gives me butterflies.

So what did I do? I wrote him a letter.
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BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq)

46 parts Complete Mature

"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ******************************************************

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