You, y/n Demayo are given the chance to rebel against your father's wishes by joining your cousin Steven for the summer. What was expected to be catching up with distant family turns out to the opportunity to fight along the Crystal gems for the well-being of Earth, freedom and a chance to possibility steal a certain pearl's heart. However, saving the earth only appears more difficult as the past keeps showing up uninvited through a hurtful ex, conflicts with your father, and old research that leads you fused to an old forgotten gem.
{ Slowburn TW: Drug use (Mainly cannabis/cigarettes), Abuse, Abusive former relationship, Homophobia, Mental illness, mentions of nudity, mild sexual content, mentions of addiction, overdose, mentions of disorder eating, Stupid reader at times (she makes bad decisions)}
Status:finished
Ah, Lapis Lazuli. A beautiful gem with a kind, fun heart. You never thought you'd understand the human emotion 'happiness' until you met Lapis. You never thought you'd understand any 'emotion', to be honest. Up until now, you just couldn't understand. You didn't understand fusions and emotions. You had spent a eternity serving Yellow Diamond as a entertainer. Despite not understanding emotions, you loved her. She was your Diamond and no matter how much abuse she hurled at you, you had loved her more than anything.. Then she handed you down to her sister, Pink Diamond. Even though it had hurt you that she abandoned you, you had still thought things would be fine.. Until one day, people realized you were broken. They found out that you didn't understand fusing or emotions and said "well, as a entertainer you need to understand the acts you're performing! And a entertainer should be happy! It's part of their job! It's all a Tanzanite is!" And were going to shatter you.. Or so they thought.
This story takes place sometime when season 5 is nearing it's end
(I do not own the art used in the book. All rights go to the creators of the artwork.)
(All rights to characters go to Rebecca Sugar. The only character that is mine in this book is Tanzanite and the fusion gems involving Tanzanite.)